So it’s
been a hot minute since I’ve wrote about anything… Honestly I just haven’t felt like it. I figure if I don’t want to then I’m not
going to until I do feel like it. I have
been running around like a chicken with its head cut off! I am most definitely paying for it now; I
have an awesome chest cold and should have a six pack from all this coughing
I’ve been doing! Oh well I guess it’s a
wake up call to tell me to chill out, at least for one day! ;)
I’ve done a few firsts in the past month and a half… I’ve done my first patriot guard ride for a
fallen service member, my dad bought me my first motorcycle, I’ve gone fishing
(actually caught a few), played a poker game at the casino, learned to ride a
motorcycle, changed the front and back tire on my bike, and put over 21,000
miles on my car in only 8 months! As
always I have my good days and my bad days but being able to see all my family
and friends and a few really awesome people I have met along the way that I
would consider friends as well has been a great aspect of my life these days. I have chosen to open my heart and allow
wonderful things to pour into my life and I’ve been doing my best to surround
myself with nothing but positivity and it has been reflecting in almost every
aspect of my life except for my dreams… I’ve
never dreamed as much as I have in the past year… I’ve dreamt that some animal attacked my dog
and severely hurt him and if you know me I can’t imagine something happening to
my Hawkers. One of the most recent was a
dream that a missile hit my parent’s house, me, and some neighbors. Another dream Jeremy had come back but had
absolutely no interest in me, which was like another stab in my heart. Will these dreams ever end??? At the end of the day though I know that dreams
are dreams and you can’t change them. I
can only remember that it is what it is and have to do my best to just deal
with it.
Much Love...
Rachel
